Off to college again 8-20-03 Yep it's back to school for me, sorry i haven't been updating too much recently, but i've been busy. i think i'm done with this blog stuff though, it's kind of a pain in the ass writing about stuff that i'm sure not too many of you really read... well if you REALLY want to know what's going on in my life, be a part of it my screen name is faat maajik. I thought that for my last entree i'd make it good so that way i won't leave you haning with the blue balls... so here we go YAY. I hopefully will get a saturn from my grandma if my insurance goes through ok... i had a ticket and i'm asking for an apeal so we'll see how that goes... anyways i'm gonna call it the radmobile and i'm gonna have a lot of fun with that. i'm glad to be going back to school i actually want to learn and do something with myself. i guess i've reached a point of enlightenment... maybe... as far as music goes, i'm trying out for a band for singing and i'm also gonna see if i can start one at csun... so if you go to csun, i've got good band chemistry and i can improv to the extreme. iv'e finally gotten myself out of writers block.. and i'm writing a lot of songs, my only problem right now is finding the right music to put them to, cause i have a lot of both, i'm just a little rusty at being the front of the band, i haven't done it in a long time. i'm into stp and the offspring and smashing pumpkins right now, i also found out about "ok go" who are quite talented at writing lyrics... at least i think so, the radio sucks my ass the more i listen to it and i'm not really liking the new punk rising... i don't like how most emo punk bands hate blink 182 but the reality of it all is that they're the ones who started the kind of music you emo fucks play... PLUS they got HUGE by playing the same shit they played when they were "underground" just to let all you hardcore fucks... music doesnt suck when it goes big... there's a reason why a professional talent scout decided that this band should be famous... like the offspring... they're fucking awesome... but does anyone give them the respect they deserve? no! pretty fly for a white guy is a good song, so show the people who wrote it some respect, they take really basic riffs and make them memorable, what are bands of today doing? making the 80's all over again, if you want that go listen to the dead kenedys or generation x... not some stupid ass good charlotte like band... and yes despite what you say emo punks... your band sounds like either blink 182 or good charlotte. anyways i'm just venting, IM me sometime you have my screen name now, so keep in touch... if not then i hate you, well not really, but i don't care about you either! ok i'm off to bed cause i need my rest, hope everyone lives the way they want to and keep in mind that without destruction we would have no construction, without bad we would have no good, without poop we would have no pee, without men there would be no women!!! later fucks IM me!
LOVE
Nick

My summer (a reflection on all that was good) So my summer has been ultimately a good one, i'd say it was the most eventful one in a few years... i made a lot of new, good friends. i think i finally made peace with mom and pat, i can actually talk with them and even if they don't laugh at ALL my jokes... at least i get them, haha, there i go again laughing at my own jokes. yeah they've been really cool to me most of my life, i just never really appreciated how much they cared, maybe at times it was a little too much, and it seemed like they were tough on me, but i'm glad they were, i'm not a spoiled la canada kid like some people i knew back in high school.
i know that sometimes i say that you should live like you're not gonna be arround tommorow, and not to just sit on your ass and do nothing, but sometimes that's just what the doctor ordered, doind absolutely nothing! i've had a good summer and i hope everyone else did.

NEW SONG 7-26-03 HEY!! me and jonathan made a new song called song of the bush people... this one actually has lyrics!!! check out the drop down menu under where it says mp3's by me and jon! have fun kids...

Raging Good Time 7-13-03 HAHA raging waters was the shit!! it could have been even more the shit if there was less people there... and EVEN MORE the shit if i had my aviator sunglasses... or should i say Vivian's aviator sunglasses haha! anyways me, matt, dannel, jj and andy all went to the raging waters place... i went down drop out for the first time, and man was that a fucking RUSH! i wanted to do it again, but everyone else didn't really want to, oh well. that's it for now, if you need ya know something that can't be done without me, then give me a call, or better yet sign the guestbook!

It's been a long time 7-12-03 Yep, sure has been a long time. things have been going a lot better recently. i don't have a curfiew anymore, thank god! ooh and my parents went out of town for the 4th of july weekend, we jumped off my roof and shit. i finally got up the balls to do a flip off of it. it was a fun time, i don't think i rested until saturday night when i got everything all cleaned up. now i'm working more and i'm making a lot of money, so i bought a new guitar! a gibson les paul! i gots to get doing some chores so ta ta for now! later

I'm Home 5-14-03 I'm home everyone... and i'm bored, call me or come hang out! or better yet helpe me get all my shit back into place from college. well off to hang with the homies... i'll write again!

Fuck everything 5-16-03 Fuck everything! that's what i say, and fuck everyone. all you can really do is fend for yourself, because the reality of it all is that's what everyone else is doing... nobody cares about you! my profile says this too.

start your day the holy way with christ chex! 5-12-03 Wow i'm up early this morning... and you know why?? because i have class at 8, but i have the final next monday and i'll be done with that class for good! yes mothers day was yesterday, it was good i guess, i got my acoustic guitar fixed and this summer i'm going to be in a band with jonathan and andy which shall be mucho fun. i just wrote a song called "fuck popularity" i'll post the lyrics once i get the copyrights and stuff!

12 monkeys 5-4-03 I just finished watching 12 monkeys... i suggest that movie to everyone! it was my first time ever seeing it, it was weird, but it was AWESOME! gor rent it! or better yet buy it! ok i'm going to bed now, math test tommorow. oh wait, i went to the beach with matt, chris, otiz and zack. that was fun we saw some interesting people haha. oh and just for the record... i don't spill my guts onto this page... i don't give you updates on how i feel. i don't want people to know who i am or what i do... and for all of you who think i have a blog... this isn't a blog, neither is it a live journal... it's a documentary on my life since i started going to college haha i guess you could call it... a learning experience!... or is that just lame?

oh man what a rush!! 5-1-03 Dude, tonight was an awesome night! for those of you at CSUN: you know those cars the maitenince people drive... yeah josh, michelle and i stole one and drove it arround. for those of you in la canada it's one of those cars the janitors drove arround campus, exept gas powered. man it was so coo, and such a rush! i want to steal an other one! i recorded some riffs tonight too, i'm going to try and figure out a voting system for my songs that i put up and a quick message board too. also i'm making a picture page! ok well that's it for tonight. ooh and remember "up your nose with a rubber hose" (quote from my dad)

DUDE!! 4-28-03 SEND ME PICS AND STUFF THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ON THE SITE, I HAVE UNLIMITED FTP SPACE!!! THAT MEANS I CAN PUT PICS AND FILES TO DOWNLOAD E mail them to me AND OTHER CRAP TOO SO EXPECT MORE MP3'S!! OOH AND SIGN THE GUESTBOOK PLEASE!

WEEEEEEEEE!!! 4-28-03 Man i really don't know what to write about... uh i got a new t shirt today... it's a gray shorty's t shirt and it came with a gargantuine sticker, and on the back of that sticker was a skating survey, the last questions stated the following: "why are you so ugly?" which brings me to the thought... why am i so ugly? i'll tell you. it's cause the weather is retared and so are my parents genes. i bet my parents concieved me on a really dumpy day where it's like overcast and no rain!! i hate overcast! go away you fucks! i hate you clouds that don't let the sun in! i want the summer to be here now! not later! not when you feel like it! for some reason i feel like my mom telling me to mow the lawn... anyways i guess this is just a random pointless entree with poop toping and a little cream filling!!

dont' forget to go to blockbuster this summer!! i'll be glad to be of service to you! i'll do such a great job it'll make you wanna smack yo mama

Blah 4-27-03 so yes i went home this weekend and hung out with some friends. i also had an orientation for blockbuster... where i now work... well not till this summer. anyways i visited the carnical which as fun we listened to some crappy band at the battle of the bands... whichever one went last, and kyle punk'd people with my little bro's deoderant stick haha that was good stuff. i also realized that i'm not in the place (in life) where i thought i was. i officially have no life and i'm probably going to stay single for a long time... a LONG TIME not because it's more fun, no, because that's how life is, when you want someone in your life (i.e. girlfriend) it's the last thing you get. but you know what?? i don't care any more... so fuck it... like shaka says ooh check the new quote of the week by the way!

buddylist 4-21-03 AOL lost my buddy list!! i am angry!!!

if you're reading this... sign my guestbook and put your screen name in there, i think there's an option that you can make it only visible to me so if you don't want other people to have your screen name... then use that. otherwise IM me please!

Happy easter 4-20-03 Happy easter everyone... even if you're jewish, you can't escape that fucking bunny. my easter was good, hope yours was good too!

feelings 4-18-03 i've been thinking a lot about my life and who's in it and who is kinda in it and blah blah blah blah blah, there was supposed to be something meaningful in there... but for now i really don't care. all of you that may think that i mean something to you... i feel sorry for you, cause i'm just a meaningless person waiting for this "big" thing to happen to me... but you know what, it's never going to. and who's to blame for this? the fool standing in fromt of my mirror. this is where my hopless self image comes from, my false dreams and yet it's just a worthless collection of atoms! why does nature make such a complex being if all it does in it's life is make an other useless mass of atoms... if that! as you can see i just realized that i've no purpose in life but to break me in half and mix me with someone else... nothing more. i'm going to defy nature and not do that! fuck everything, if i'm not going to live forever... then what's the point of living at all?all the information that goes into my brain just gets decompsed in time anyways... it's all gonna end someday, so what are we building for? why keep going if we don't even know why?
I need to go to the beach again

shit! 4-15-03 So now nick's great Vegas vacation was canceled due to nima's expired liscence... to tell you the truth, i didn't really wanna go. no i can stay in the dorms all day and record!! i came home for the weekend and realized that being at home only makes me depressed, because now my parents and i live in two different realities, theirs being a protected and over dramatized world, and mine... enlightened somewhat to what kind of world we live in, i like how la canada looks, but i hate most of the people living in it... including my parents. i've seen how many cool people are out there and i really don't like living with my parents. in fact i fear this summer when i move back in!! i don't think i will be able to keep my cool. anyways, i'm now helping ian with his metal page, i hope you don't get too into it ian, this shit is really addicting... but it shall be fun ian. also... in response to my last entree, i want a girlfriend, but a girlfriend is the very last thing i need. so i'm just gonna stay single, maybe an occational hook up, but i'm really gonna focus on my music now. i garuntee to you all now that i will go somewhere with my musical career. i will be on MTV and i will sell out.. yes i want to sell out, that means more people listen to my music, and isn't that what music is all about, the fans??? i have fun on stage no matter what i play either way, i might as well share some of the wealth by letting the audince hear my FULL potential to make melodies and riffs that appeal to their likings, anyone who says i'm full of shit or disagrees with what i say is a really bad musician and has no clue as to what music is all about... it's not just pleasing the audience, it's not just having fun, it's not just how much work you put into it, it's everything... EVERY THING and if you're one of those poser punk bands that say fuck being famous... you're just a crappy band, if you're not and you say that, then you're just stupid in the head. wow i wrote a lot for this one... so yeah i have to go enjoy my spring break so i'll talk to you later!! stay updated on my music, i'll have a lot more by the end of the break, oooh and don't forget shaka's quote of the week!!! this one's got real meaning behind it, even though it's not much to say really, one word or phrase can often say more than an essay ever could, isn't that funny? that's kinda how life works... the smallest things lead up to the greatest events.

emo! 4-12-03 nick has come to the realization that hooking up is really stupid, and so is being single... it had it's perks, but it's time for him to get a girl that he can share things with and just hold when he needs attention, which is a lot ladies so look out! he doesn't have a great deal of money, but he makes the money he has count, oh yeah and he gets his car back this summer!! so all of those looking for a relationship... nick's looking for somebody, and they don't have to be a supermodel either... the more he knows someone the better they look to him!

sunset 4-10-03 Dude i went to the beach today for the first time in a long time, man it was great... it was babelitious!! i even got a tan!! holy shit i'm hapy cause the beach is my favorite place in the world... well it depends on if people littered all over it or not, so don't fucking litter!! man i love watching the sunset on the ocean horizon, it really makes me appreciate what i have and where i am. today i didn't want to be anywhere else but at the beach and it was the perfect day for it too! ahhh now i'm inspired to make some music on my acoustic, maybe you'll see a new link for songs in a few days!! ok well see ya!

stupid! stupid! stupid! 4-10-03 Yeah so last weekend both mine and dannel's parents were outta town, so i got an idea to throw a party, but there was someone staying at my house while my parents were gone... so i invited a lot of people over to dannel's house, i didn't really ask either. after the nigt was finished i felt so shitty for taking advantege of dannel, i wish i could have taken it back... dannel if you read this i'm sorry man, i fucked up... so when you get back from tahoe, i'm taking you out to a nice dinner, NO IT'S NOT A DATE, just my way of saying i'm sorry.
there were some people that brought nos too, oh my god that was a bad idea, dannel was stoned too and he totally tripped out about it being there... once again dannel, i'm sorry. ok well until next time... later everyone

yay! 4-8-03 Man, this is so exiting, i finnaly cleaned up my website, i'm so tired. the next task is updating the friends 1234 page, that won't be too hard though, the biggest ones though are this one... the main page and then shaka's quote of the week page... that's gonna be tough cause i need to make a new table and shit every week, it means i gotta do a lot of work just to keep you people satisfied... don't worry i'm just kidding, i'm addicted to adding on to my website... so expect a lot more coming up. ok gotta study, two midterms tommorow, and i'm not even remotely ready.

me so horny! me love you long time! 4-6-03 ok i don't know if i told you this already, but i'll tell you anyways. this is the story of how i almost became a prostitute: one day i was walking back to the dorms from work, when this guy in a truck asks me directions to some street, then he asks me if i was intersted in making quck money. and i was like "uhh that depends on the degree on which the mone would be made"... i didn't really say that, i just said "that depends" anyways, the guy said it was with a girl and her boyfriend, then he asked if i would let someone blow me for 0 and i said that's ok dude i'm fine with the job i have. and i leftok well that's it... later "fools"

music soothes even the savage beast 4-3-03 i bought the AFI cd the other day... it's really cool, it's called sung the sorrow, if you like em at all or even if you don't, download walk through sunday! ok well talk to you later

eh 4-2-03 os yeah i haven't assed an entry in a while, sorry about that i've been really busy being bored. so yeah lots of stuff happens that i shouldn't talk about cause certain people shouldn't know.. so this is all assholes get outta me. ooh i went to santa barbra on monday, i taught nima how to play self esteem by the offspring, and i also got new sunglasses... arnettes. well that's all for now, i'm doing well in my classes... ooh and spring break is coming up next week!! i'm going to VEGAS for FREE!!! ok well stay tuned cause i'm gonna update this more often.

work and stuff 3-10-03 so yeah work is going well, i like being the phone guy... i'm usually off at about 8:30-9:00 every time i work. i'm not doing too well with a lot of the friend scene... i.e. most of my friends don't really care about shit, my stepdad's bro let him take out a loan for 60,000 for his new business and now, two months later, he wants it back... what kind of brother does that shit? anyways, we might have to sell our la canada house and stuff, it won't be good. i just hope everything turns out ok... back to the friend thing, some care, but not too many. the people i thought were good friends turned out to be really flaky, and i don't like flaky people. why am i always the one to have to call people? why doesn't anyone CALL ME?!?!? and you wonder why you're not on my "friends page!" well if you don't have my number and you want to redeem your soul then my number is 677-1162... you don't have to call either, my screen name is "n archyorangutan" and i'm ALWAYS online!i have e mail too but i don't really check that. take care, you too flakes oh and HAVE FUN every one you might be dead soon so make the best of your life "you wouldn't wanna die without any scars right?"

:) 3-7-03 HI MATT!